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Posted 03-17-2017 at 03:07 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

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Crush facing jailtime, religious aunt disowning me, eating disorder

Posted 03-08-2017 at 04:36 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

There is a lot going on in my life right now, and I don't know how to deal with it all.

Brandon got back into my life this month. He was in jail... he got charged with something serious... trust me when I say I know that there is no way that he did what they are saying that he did. I will stand by him because I love him and I know that he is not a criminal.

Also, he told me that the only thing keeping him from taking his own life was trying to think of his future 10...
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Knee Problem

Posted 02-05-2017 at 05:03 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So on Wednesday, I was sitting in the car when my knee popped and it was painful. It has been popping since then. I have it in a brace and I have tried elevating it and using a heating pad.

It still hurts.

It hurts to walk on it and bend it.

Keeps popping when i spasm.

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Had to cut ties with toxicity - Did I do the right thing?

Posted 01-19-2017 at 08:27 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)
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The other day, I had to block the guy who I saved after he attempted suicide. It was okay that he was clinging to me and saying that he owed me, I really wish that he would have stopped reminding me of the horrible night of where I had to find a way to get emergency sent to him. It's such a huge trigger for me. I know, he almost died. Should be happy I managed to save his life right? But it was such a bad trigger.

And he was suspended from the site that we all volunteer on....
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Bleak Suffering

Posted 01-05-2017 at 01:51 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So this has been a bleak beginning of a new year.

What's happened, you ask? Oh, maybe you should ask me what hasn't happened... might be easier to explain and probably a shorter list.

I never thought that I would deal with so many suicidal friends. I never thought that it would be possible to have crap after crap happening. I never thought that so much pain was possible but I was wrong. Pain knows no limit.

After hours of screaming and fighting for my
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