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Knee Problem

Posted 02-05-2017 at 06:03 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So on Wednesday, I was sitting in the car when my knee popped and it was painful. It has been popping since then. I have it in a brace and I have tried elevating it and using a heating pad.

It still hurts.

It hurts to walk on it and bend it.

Keeps popping when i spasm.

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Had to cut ties with toxicity - Did I do the right thing?

Posted 01-19-2017 at 09:27 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)
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The other day, I had to block the guy who I saved after he attempted suicide. It was okay that he was clinging to me and saying that he owed me, I really wish that he would have stopped reminding me of the horrible night of where I had to find a way to get emergency sent to him. It's such a huge trigger for me. I know, he almost died. Should be happy I managed to save his life right? But it was such a bad trigger.

And he was suspended from the site that we all volunteer on....
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Bleak Suffering

Posted 01-05-2017 at 02:51 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So this has been a bleak beginning of a new year.

What's happened, you ask? Oh, maybe you should ask me what hasn't happened... might be easier to explain and probably a shorter list.

I never thought that I would deal with so many suicidal friends. I never thought that it would be possible to have crap after crap happening. I never thought that so much pain was possible but I was wrong. Pain knows no limit.

After hours of screaming and fighting for my
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Just had a draining night

Posted 12-31-2016 at 04:44 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

So my friend Matt sends me a suicide note and all of this stuff. It was scary. Having my friend who lives halfway across the world from me reach out in this way. I ended up reaching out to some people who appeared to be related to Matt. They replied like an hour or so after I messaged. They messaged and called Matt. And eventually emergency services were called and police spoke to Matt.

Right now Matt is at the hospital. Precautionary. Life not at risk. Thankfully.

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WELL It's been a while since I've did this, Hasn't it!?

Posted 12-01-2016 at 07:36 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

Hello everyone and happy December.

I can't believe the year is almost over. Omg. Where the freak did the time go? You know, this will be my first time celebrating Christmas without my dog being alive. I miss her loads. I'd always get something nice for Christmas. This year it is a bit of a shock that she'd not on my shopping list, you know? it's like a bam in my face. She's dead and has been dead since the last week of September so she's been rotting for quite a while now. It's not
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