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Midnight Thoughts. Advice wanted

Posted 09-08-2019 at 11:31 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

I recently went back to Dunkin and called out the last two days at Popeyes because the manager at Dunkin offered me more money on the spot if I came in that day. How was I supposed to let that offer just go away?

But I feel bad emotionally about it. I still want to stay at Popeyes for now as well but I also want to be where the better pay is. Plus Dunkin is so much closer to me...

But I am feeling sad because Popeyes is like a family and I loved working with almost...
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Down a Rabbit Hole

Posted 09-06-2019 at 03:19 AM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

I logged on here after what felt like weeks and I decided to look at the threads that were posted in that seems interesting and ended up down a rabbit hole...

This was a bad bad rabbit hole.

I found myself reading old arguments between users on here with me and old VMs...

and feeding into my sadness and depression...

into my belief of being unwanted and a glitch...

Despite all my successes and what I have overcome...
...
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*Trigger Warning* untitled poem

Posted 02-08-2019 at 07:50 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)
Updated 02-12-2019 at 12:58 PM by Melissax

Trigger Warning: This post contains content that may be triggering for those who are sensitive to suicidal imagery. Please don't read further if you find such content triggering. ~Staff

Useless….
…..Selfish…
Too much….
….Immature…
Not enough…

Red…
Drip...Drip… Drip.
Black…
...Total Darkness.

Suffocation…
… rope tied tight.
Feet dangling..
….. Off the edge
Of the stool.......
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Cancer, and psychotic boyfriend

Posted 06-19-2018 at 08:11 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

My brother in law has testicular cancer and has started treatment for it. I will visit him soon. I am worried.

And my boyfriend has been showing psychotic symptoms. We arent sure what it is. We thought for a bit it could be schizophrenia... the other day the evil voice took over and he hurt me and tried to hurt himself so hes been in the mental hospital since then...

Im so stressed out and worried.

Idk if I should stay in the relationship even tho I...
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TW

Posted 11-29-2017 at 11:54 PM by ocean_crumbles (Behind The Looking Glass)

I worried my therapist on Tuesday. She thought I would actually kill myself if I fail my final so she has offered to check in with me before the final... the sad thing... shes right to be worried. I havent been too well.

I am sorry for being weak, guys.
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